home alone

Money makes the world go round... not love..not humanity..not faith.. but moolah. The dollar is our new day messiah. Its a cycle.. this cycle of money never has and never will be stagnant. Quite like what goes around.. must almost always come around..
Imagine you make buckets of money on a wager and you lose it the next moment. The very next moment. Are you really justified in feeling a sense of having lost something. because it never really was yours.. now was it. but the stitch on what we call the 'human fabric' is taillored to make us feel guilt and a sense of losing something precious to us. Nirvana on the other hand is claimed only by letting go.
Imagine how would you feel. The feeling of almost there but not quite. Its how life shows just enough of the football for you to make the tackle and at the last second swirves around for you to get a card.
Confusing.. here ill make it more comprehensible. The greatest tricks are the ones that metaphorise life and its idiosynchronacies. The trick that i was talking about is the perfect analogy to " The lord giveth and he taketh away". bull shit.
why does he giveth if he has to take-th(eye roll) it away. why show you hope.. why the glimpses of spectacular magic that leave you with nothing but hazy memories of the illusion and a dropped jaw.
Why does he show us just enough of the ball to go in for the tackle. If its his way of testing our faith then in the words of Eric Theodore Cartman.. its sucks ass.
Its this indifference that is feeding atheism today. People simple dont want to believe and left out hung and dry.
Man has evolved... and hes more pissed off by the second. His waters are polluted, his air smells like shit, his salary is stagnant n hes is not getting any punani. and hes has no1 to blame.. common he cant blame himself now.. can he ?

"Suck up for the quick reward boy... suck up for the quick reward... they said "