There are times… and then there are times. If only you had a relay-switch to turn your life off... momentarily so and take in the sights and sounds of the journey that we all call ‘life’, which other times, would have whizzed past into oblivion..
The times when you feel that your mettle is being tested, that the world has lined up against you and that you are merely a guinea pig in God’s elaborate experiment on the String theory. Frustration feeds itself and voila… the domino effect. Things start affecting other things, more dangerously… other people too. People whom you care for and who care for you.
We are all instruments of our instincts. We are designed to act on hunches. The sixth sense, some may call it. Its like being in love. You just know it. Why and how become secondary responses. That is the ‘it’ factor. That what the nike guys want us to do. IT.
Training your mind to achieve goals is hardest thing to do… Its like programming ROM because reprogramming it to achieve a different objective is tough as hell.
Your inhibitions claw you back on the road to salvation. Your fears stuck on the rewind switch in your head. Playing over and over.. sometimes you feel trapped in one of those revolving doors painfully whizzing around driving an asphyxiating sense of nausea.
But you tell yourself, you’re a soldier, your job is The Job; like one of the crusaders; you don’t give a damn what’s right and what’s not; you trudge on and do your job.
You are a pawn cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.
You have a fight on your hands. In your mind, with your mind; fighting it in its own backyard aint easy. But if u came here looking for easy meat, god help you !
Take it one day at a time and pepper your faith with belief to exorcise the demons in your head.
AMEN!!!
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